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Posted by juliekendall on August 9th, 2007 in General

better. And God is the reason. This whole house thing was really starting to morph way out of proportion. And Satan was having a heyday. Last night, I looked really hard inward to discover the root of the problem and, as always, God was standing there, pointing to the cause. I was hanging on to pieces of my future, trying to manage them, control them and it was causing me a great deal of pain. God reminded me that He had told me to never be afraid, discouraged or in despair. Realizing that there was no way I could beat those life-sucking emotions on my own, I simply handed each one of them to God,one at a time and told Him that if He wanted me to feel that way, fine…I would trust Him to get me through. But if not, He would have to remove them….I was incapable of getting rid of them. They’re gone and I’m content. After the 22nd we are homeless, have no job and no immediate idea of where things are going….and that does not scare me one bit. We have God…which means we have it all.